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I have three items up for sale.

This is the site for anyone who wants to check it out.

http://www.etsy.com/shop/SamanthaQuin85

It's not much now but I'm still making things to add. I hope by the end of the month to have at least 10 items up.

If I even sell anything all the better. So far I'm just having fun ^_^

I've been starting to make different things in my knitting and crocheting. I already have a lot of scarves and hats but I've also started making little people and arm warmers. Plus, I'm going to start working on mittens and throw blankets.

Anyway, I was thinking of selling stuff. So I can have a little bit of extra money for bills and whatnot. I wouldn't really know how to go about that though. All I know is I have a lot of cute things and they are starting to take over my closet.

I guess the first step is to take pictures and put them on the computer. No, wait! The first step is to get a camera ^_^

Don't save passwords on Kevin's computer. He will spew lies and laugh evilly to himself as he does it. Bad squishy.


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In the crazy wacko-ness of me getting ready to leave It's nice to think of something that really makes me smile. These two songs I thought were very cute and they make me feel better.




Anyone Else But You- Juno and Beeker

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du dududu dududu du dududu
Du dududu dududu du dududu
I don't see what anypne can see, in anyone else
But you




All I Want Is You- Berry Louis Polisar

If I were a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I were a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
As long as you were with me, let the cold wind blow

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

Teehee!

Who would have guessed!? Not me.

So I went to my first Industrial/Goth club ever with my very good and wonderful friend Ms. Kitty.

Oh my goodies, it was SO MUCH FUN! I had such a great time and everyone was so nice to me I want to go again!

I even danced! It took me a little bit because I've never really seen dancing the way the people at the club did it. But with encouraging words and some nudges from Kitty's friends I was out and about looking tragic like the rest of them. WOOT! ^_^

Oh! And Kitty bought me a yummy drink that was like drinking Sour Patch Kids. Yum.

Oh yeah, and also I got my picture taken a couple of times! I tried to look gothic but I think I just ended up looking quirky like I always do. Oh well, I try more next time. I'm not really a picture person... I get stiff and awkward.

Oh! And I made a new friend. She made me her second wife. Yea! She's real nice and she let me hug her teddy. I like the teddy.

... I'm rambling. Oops.

Well, in closing I would just like to say that this was just what I needed to snap myself out of my funk even if it was only for a few hours.

Rock on peoples.

Yes, drama is going on in my life and it is... trying at times.

But you know what I realized? There are more people out there that care about me then I ever thought! Everyone has been real kind and supportive.

The fact that so many people are sending me kind words makes me verklempt! I wish to hug you all.

Yes, I still have to work through stuff but I'm really glad I don't feel so alone in this anymore.

Thank you.


... Still going to try to live in Catalina during the summer... Need a tan.

Well I don't know what I'm looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more
And I won't be satisfied
'Till there's nothing left that I haven't tried
For some people it's an easy choice
But for me there's a devil and an angel's voice
Well I don't know what I am looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more

Well I don't know what I'm living for
But I know that I just wanna live some more
And you hear it from strangers
And you hear it from friends
That love never dies, love never ends
Now I don't wanna argue, no I don't wanna fight
'Cause you're always wrong and I'm always right
Well I don't know what I am living for
But I know that I just wanna live some more

I used to be involved, and I felt like a king
Now I've lost it all and I don't feel a thing
I may never grow old, I may never give in
And I'll blame this world that I live in
I visit hell on a daily basis
I see the sadness in all your faces
I've got friends who have married
And their lives seem complete
Here I am still stumbling down a darkened street

And I act like a child and I'm insecure
And I'm filled with doubt and I'm immature
Sometimes it creeps up on me and before I know it
I'm lost at sea
But no matter how far I row
I always find my way back home
But I don't know what I've been waiting for
But I know that I don't wanna wait anymore

Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...



-Brendan Benson: What I'm looking for

Saw a play of The Sound of Music. It was three hours long!

Three hours of sitting and wishful thinking and in the end not a single singing nazi... Really!? Can't have one eh? I know there aren’t supposed to actually sing and everything but… gosh darn it. I was so disheartened by that. *pout pout*

Well my little sister-in-law was cute in the play. Real nice singing voice and such. She's good people. I should hang out with her more often.

Something else that was cool was that I got to hang out with my brother before he (and his wife) runs off to Colorado for a while. After the play, my brother and I just sat in the car rocking out to Cake.

I forgot how cool that band is.

Now in my jammies with a slight headache that will soon fade from Advil I sit and type.

That is all.

Bye-bye.

Lately I've been feeling like I'm dreaming during some points in the day. I'm not sure if that’s good or bad but no matter what it leaves me confused when I 'wake up'.

Also

I've been feeling lost for a long time. I don't know who I really am or what I want. I don't think I've ever really known now that I think about it.

But now I want to.

I think for the first time I really want to figure myself out. Kinda scary...

The thing is I can't work on me right now. Circumstances make it difficult.

So here is the thing: If I want to figure myself out I'll need to make sacrifices. Of my time, energy, sanity, and who knows what else.

Discipline is going to be a key facture. Something I've never been the best at.

I'm so used to living for others that I don't even know where to start with me.

I guess school is a givin... work also.

I said earlier to myself that this year seems like it was going to be one of great transition. I just never thought I would be changing so much too.

Wish me luck. I'm SO going to need it.

Tonight was game and it was fun. A Big Sam joined the group and is giving us LOTS more to do in the game.

I was also able to play with my Kitty friend. We played on our DS's and that was SUPER FUN! I hope we play a lot more together soon ^_^

That is all I wished to type.

I sleep now.

Good night.

Recently it seems that everything is bundling up in this odd... thing. Lots of random stuff. Not necessarily bad but it still makes me quirk an eyebrow at the odd situations I find myself in.

Also I just feel like I haven't accomplished anything recently. I guess I just mean I don't have anything to do lately.

I hate having too much free time.

Perhaps I'll get back into knitting. Or I can teach myself to crochet or sew. Then I could make my own Renaissance Fair costume. That might be nice.

I had a couple vials of blood taken today O_o This is the first time I've ever done it so of course I was worried and nervous.

I think I did a super good job of not screaming or fainting as she started getting everything ready. I just turned away and shut my eyes real tight... I think I whimpered too, I'm not sure.

Oh my goodness I got SO dizzy just after. I broke out in sweats and I got so pale I was almost white.

Then I started laughing a lot. I guess blood loss does that.

Now my arm is just sore.

I also learned something today.

...well two things.

1. It hurts to type... oww

2. Its not so bad to have blood taken. Now that I did it i think I'll even be able to donate blood. I've always wanted to but I was SUPER scared of the needly-not-so-goodness. Not so scared now.

I sleepy because I'm kept so busy what with two jobs, friends, family, and relationship.

I'm a little worn out.

I'm just happy that the holiday season is over and done with. I get more time off one job to focus on my other one (possible career!!)

I need to take a day off just to REALLY relax soon or I'll just burn out.

Maybe Disneyland? I can get in for free... Or just going to the park or movies.

As long as I can be near my loved one(s) I'm good.

Alrighty, byebye.

Oh my gosh the new game that Kim gave me, Chocobo Tales, is SO cute! I can't put it down! I must keep racing, climbing, popping bubbles, and napping.

He trots with his little feathered butt and I giggle evilly all the while.

So cute! Chris wants to play it too. Every time he goes to though I nip his hand. No I say... Not till I'm done!

Thank you Kim! I love the game so mush! SO MUSH!!!

Kwee!

Kupo!

I don't think I properly thanked everyone who took care of me while I was horribly horribly drunk on New Years.

Thank you so much all of you (Except Craig who just antagonized me >_< lame!) You were all really sweet and took very good care of me. Especially Drew who gave me all the good advice on how to get better fast. Oh! And the crackers... they were yummy when I first ate them. Not SO much later on though.

Okay now on to current events:

I don't have work for two days! WOOT! This works out great since I have a big party to go to with my hubby. I've been hyper about it since Christmas.

Other then that I just got to relax and sleep in.

I hope everyone has a happy new year.

1. Don't mix your alchohol. (You lied to me Drew!!!)

2. No more then two drinks EVER AGAIN!

3. I am a peppy drunk. Very happy unless you cross me... then I cut you. lol.


Thats what I learned.

I still don't want to go to work. I still feel like I must recover.